你我 篮球 XD

我对你的感觉就像我这一生中对篮球的热爱和痴情，
即使受了再多的苦，
再多的伤，
都不算什么，
不曾想放弃过，
随时随地脑海里会出现些篮球的画面，
全身突然热了起来，
每个跳投，
每个花式运球，
每个上篮的脚步，
每个过人的假动作，
都不断的重复，
不曾会忘记过，
也不可能忘记。

你明白吗？XP

A baby boy came to a world of unknown XP

Ayoo, this is one rite here,

going on for so long in ma head,

hard to put into words,

aint gonna be trippin',

aint gonna be thinkin',

aint gonna be hidin',

gonna be all out,

once and for all,

A baby boy came to a world of unknown,

the first cry bring joy and tears to the people around,

with all the sweet memory He had,

at the age of 5, the word Death came across his mind for the first time,

then the word Fear came after that,

tears rolling down,

hidin' himself at the corner of the room,

Nobody felt the fear and knew what He had gone through,

kinda like speaking His own language,

too mature for kid at the age of 5,

He was introduced to church,

another unknown world He had gone through,

what left in Him right now was all the bad memories,

with all the pain He had to bear,

with all kinds of discrimination goin' on,

between the rich and poor,

between smart and dumb,

all the teasing, all the bully,

every times He stepped his lil feet into the hall,

minutes felt like hours,

Again no one knew what He had gone through,

as a matter of fact, there was no joy,

not the type He saw on the TV when kids go to church,

not the type He was told by His uncles and aunties,

its all wrong but He kept his faith and believe,

Pray every single night before He went to bed,

He pray for people in needs, people all around the world,

Timidly He grew up,

takin' all the necessary steps to have a getaway from things He hate,

Taking everything in by himself,

was never ready to share what He had in mind,

never talk much,

He was never the shinning star in class,

never once the weakest link,

its always the average, the only sweet spot He stood on,

enough for Him to earn some respect when the result came out,

At the age 14 when He was about to take another gigantic steps of Life,

He stumbled, sky came crashing down,

The Fear, He had 11 years ago came back but this time was for real,

Helplessly He prayed again and again,

Miracles never came or maybe just too little too late,

No matter how hard He tried to grab hold onto something He loves,

50% of His life was torn away from Him overnight,

He was never the same, the fairy tale's Life was no longer true,

He changed, He grew up,

The old perspective of seeing life was basically out of the window,

New one had came and it was just in time,

to guide Him, openin' the lock He had on his chest,

Showing Him the truth of life, the path of life,

Life is cruel,

as a matter of fact it is,

From there onwards, He regain his faith in life,

climbing up slowly,

step by step,

He came out from the bottomless pit He had fallen into,

Fighting His way out of misery,

regainin' control of his life,

choosing the right path,

From there he took off,

He had taken the challenge,

to prove to those who teased or looked down on Him,

prove them all wrong once and for all,

In 2007, He did. It was a total blowout,

Making His statement clear "Never ever look down on the Underdog.",

And the He is me myself. Peace y'all.

If you are reading this, these are the 1st couple chapters of my life showing you of who and what I am since we don't really know each other yet.

你在看吗？XP

好复杂的心情，

却说不出口，

心里的话说给谁听，

这一生中从来没这么耐心过，

把等待当成习惯，

时钟上显示的时间不再是个单位，

无尽的等待，

我不曾介意过，

再久我也无所谓，

如果你觉得我好烦厌，

好无聊，

你可以跟我说，

我的心情随着你的心情而改变，

看不到你的笑脸，

我的世界里就下起雨来，

看到你生气的样子，

真的让我不知所措，

有时让我感到好陌生，猜不透，

我好希望你能打开你心的那扇大门,

让我到你的世界里看一看，

多了解你,

让我知道你心里想的,

想拥有的, 喜欢的,

爱惜的, 爱护的,

在乎的, 好吗？

傻

傻傻的我。。傻傻在等。。总有一天会等到你

A Fall..

Man. It's only the 2nd battle that I had for this war but somehow i felt like getting a few head shots in a row. For the 1st time, i felt this bad. If things did not go well and out of my control, I failed my mum. That makes me feel like I failed the whole world and of course myself. It somehow felt like you are left undecided whether to push you off the cliff or just left you hanging on the edge. This will be the biggest fall ever in my life. Things have to change, changes need to be done. There are two more battles coming. Got to force myself up from the falling edge to keep things going. Hope for the best. Have faith and believe.

Peace y'all. Good luck to you all. All the best.

我等。。

我等， 我一直都在等， 我会一直等下去， 耐心的等。

好吗？

如果可以，再给我两年的时间好吗？