ssssssssoooooooooo.........sad....n disappointed......

friends seem like stranger, talk like shit, act like devil.....the worst part of it...is they dun k how u feel.......n dun actuali reali noe who u reali are......man...........i hate it.....i rather be alone.....be gone u guys....i'm hurt from deep inside....tatz all i got to say.....Oh yea....of coz "GOD bless U guys"...gotta go.....study for exam......o_0....sob2..

oh yea...nearly forget..

yesterday i went out chilin wif ma "gang" and these is wat we did.....first we went to pizza hut to hav our lunch...man...me n my buddy, josh...we noe we r both eatin machine...so we order...two of de two person sets seperately ..so we got four pizza in total wif four...different flavours.....haha...we manged to finished part of if n rest we "take away"....hahaha...then we went "shopping..." ..so me n josh again....went to draw some money out of de bank.....but but...unfortunately..the thing...the stupid ATM is out of money..so we got plan on our own....we try to get some from dennis n simon......then add up to a total...lol....hahaha....then five of us..went to padini.....as simon was busy choosin his things...i'm with josh choosin his shirt...lol...then we went to Hush Puppies...lol....then we were doing the same thing oover......finaly....me n josh...saw wat we want....josh tried it out his cloths...two formal n one casual....lol...then its ma turn....i got two formals two...yea....my gang told me tatz for clubbing......man.....nuh....i think as long they look nice on me....others i dun k...lol.....

lol....

mid term break is over............................man...should i be hapi o sad bout it.....some parts yea...but some parts....nuh............i gotta do everything i can to deal with this week exam...keke...chill....chill...take it easy....hahaha...yea...tatz wat i gotta do...but with efficiently...haha....

Er....kinda weird...

man....mid term break is almoz over.....sad.....but glad too...as i can get bek to my "study" lol...since i did studied durin de break....i tried...seriously i did tried to find ma feelin back.....like wat i did durin de first sem here....yea.....man..one nite i was so guilty coz i wasnt studied for two days...so i got up around 11pm n start studyin for 3 hours....goin thru some EMATH...like 3 chapters.....then de time was 2am ba...then watch movie till 4am.....then cun sleep...n stay awake..til next mornin....this kinda feelin had made me sick for de whole month durin laz semester so my result kinda sucks if compare wif de first sem.....lol..haha....wish me luck guys...i tried to score full marks in tis week exam lol....i wil try my best.....

haiz....disappointing...

haiz....mid term break seems to be so short...but i cun spend the time wisely...i tried...but juz cun help it...

Tired.....

man...juz back from basketbal...everything seems to be fine....skills are still there...but something missing....teamwork.....no one seems to be postin up for me...lol...kekeke...too much complaints...argh...nvmd then...it's just a game...hav to go n rest now....got to go.........

Yuhoooooooo......

mid term break........lol.....i reali gotta spend the time wisely...in order to archieve my goal...2moro got to do some engineerin math exercise and CAD..then of coz...chill out.....its been a tough time as time passed without waitin anyone...and...many things have to be done...not juz but need and must be done...no matter wat n how...because this is the only way outta here....

OMG!!!!

lol....juz finished my CAD exam an hour ago...it's kinda easy i guez...if i'm not wrong...lol...hope so....two down one more left to go b4 mid term..sien......dun feel like studying tonight...plan to study 2moro mornin....b4 goin to class.....i'm plannnin to go out chillin 2moro nite o maybe saturday nite...friends are plannin to go clubbing....hmm....could be fun but not reali wat i wan....wait till 2moro then decide....lol....kinda miss my sis...duno y....her laughter...yea...lol...i'm plannin to giv her a surprise...durin her sem break....shhHH.....

so.......wori ........

Man....test comin up.....er....2moro....no mood to study....wat should i do..? Cun concentrate actuali...but no choice...try my best...tatz all i got to say...but but im not suppose to wori....n scare of it...its only CAD...my favourite subject....hav no fear....take it like usual...after this then everythin would be better...i can play basketball during the mid term break....yeah....wish me luck guys..........

Finally....o_o..

yuhoooooooo.....assignment..done.....one done two more tests to go....this thurs and fri....lol...but i think i can handle it well...so i gotta do something about it....study hard like usual or study smart...hmmmm....er...nvmd juz study is enough....MAN....after the testz....mid term break finali...what i got to do during this mid term break it to study hard to cover everythin i missed this time....

so sick of friendship thing....

man......goin through hell these few days.....assignment thingy MAN......when u realize u are actually doing three or whole group works....so damn about it...but u cun do nothing about it....n u had to swallow everything in.....the worst part of this is actuali they are ur friend....i cun stand it anymore...anyone..plz help me....plz.....this is reali killin me.....y people hav to be so selfish....this is too much for me.....

ToO Much pHysic...

OMG...time flies...is almost my mid term break....tests are goin on every now and then....homeworks and revision need to be done....yea....I KNOW all of these....but now i'm worry about whether i done enoough for everythin..cause...i know i did my revision but not as complete as needed to be....due to the "External Force" applied onto me....like Newton's First law...as i'm movin with a constant speed without any net force but after these "ext" force came into my life....i'm no lnger in constant speed...net force appear....i lose my concentration....but but....i'm tryin to spend my mid term Break to cover all of this and going back to "constant speed" mode...i'm aimin for the best so....this is what i got to do....this is my commitment to you guys....

Ma LiFe from TOday onwards.....

It's kinda hard for me lately. Everyday seems to be very busy and streesful...basically, there is not much time left for me to do ma own stuff. Usually, i'll c de nba score and result kinda thing plus log into friendster and do some surfing but now...omg...these parts of ma life had gone missing....i have to deal with lectures and tutotrial thingy every now and then....whenever you wish to take a break..things start to come and never stop coming....but but.....I don't really mind i understand this is life. Things change so does life...so why don't just take everything in like usual...no matter what i must do what i got to do so that i can make my family proud...tatz my ultimate goal right now...no kidding....like what i always tell myself....giving up is never and option.....and now i got an add-on....without giving out, give it all u got!!!

The Game he loves

TEAM POEM
I have awed at a solo performance

And spectacular flashy display,

But I crave for the best

And my eyes are more blessed

When an unselfish team makes a play.

A play that’s so perfect and simple

With the weaving of role with a role,

Every piece partly seen

Like a fine-tuned machine

And you notice not one,

but the whole.

Like an orchestra tuned to perfection

Where harmonious beauty is found,

Every note has a quest

To be part of the rest

So the whole is a masterpiece sound.

Every wild one,

once blinded by glory

Is now cured and is one of the tame,

He receives his esteem

As part of the team

And is eager to sacrifice fame.

It’s amazing what we have accomplished.

It’s astounding how much we have done,

When the ultimate callIs

when one is for all

And the credit is reached for by none.