Something for my future

I'm always in my own comfort zone. Safe and secure. Stepping out from my comfort zone always put me into situations which I hate. Got me thinking a lot. Killing lots of my brain cells. Lots of sleepless night. The hardest thing for me is to decide whether should I take the 1st step out of my comfort zone. I guess I did. First of all, before this I never let people say shit thing about me even just a normal teasing like noob or newbie. But now whenever I heard people call me noob, I'll take it in. Because people call you noob for a reason. Find a way to improve yourself, face the reality of this world, its cruel, its harsh but learn to take thing differently. There are still lots of space for me to improve, all sorts of thing. Things like, How to be a better person? How to let your friends have greater trust in you? How to deal with things that seems hard? Other than this, I decided to get myself committed to something which I always take it as a red zone thingy because I'm always scared of commitments. Alright, I kinda get myself involved in a club, is something that I'm familiar with, is something that kills you if you take it the wrong way and is something take make you a better person. Basically, I take up this commitment for a couple reason.

First, LIfe is too short for everything. Appreciate everything, appreciate chances.

Second, helping a few people who are special to me as a favor for me to return what they have done for me. THANK YOU.

Thirdly, I want to be a better person. I want to do better. Time management is a big issue. Good social skill is a big issue. Having great responsibility on your shoulder is a big issue. I'm taking my chances. I'm trying to make the best thing out of my life.

So, if what I am in the future. Its what you guys have given me. Accepting me. Lending me a hand. Walking side by side with me. Thank you all. May all the joy and happiness fall upon you all.