Is it over?

I have no idea whether is it over,

I just wish everything would be just nice,

Nothing more, Nothing less,

Just Nice.

People I respected and should be thankful:

My Family duh,

My Swinburne Family.

Thank you all.

I did try ma best,

Everything basically everything,

Nothing left.

All I got to do right now is to wait and see whether all my hard works pay off someday.

I' m OUT.

PEACE to you all.

I TRIED

I tried so hard,

but it doesn't seems right,

I tried to stay close,

but the gap is getting bigger,

I tried to cope with it,

but it seems like not working,

I tried to be calm like usual,

but my heart beats getting faster,

I tried to be cool with it,

but it tends to get hotter,

I tried not to let go,

but it keeps on running away from me,

I tried not to give up,

but it is giving up hope on me,

BUT no matter how and what is going to happen,

I will be the strongest survivor.

I am who I am,

I tried to be what I'm suppose to be,

And I am going to make it work.

This is my commitment to you all.

PEACE y'll

Go...

GO..

Go and heal the ones who needed us,

Go and care the ones who are in harm,

Go face the reality of this world,

Go against the forces that come upon us,

Go away and break free from distractions which gave ourselves up,

Go and strive as hard as we are capable of,

Go after what we want,

Go ahead...Together...march towards our one and only goal,

Go and accomplish the mission we started long time ago.

Soon.

Soon we will find our way back,

Soon we will have the gut to fight back,

Soon we will get our confidences back,

Soon we will know how good we really are,

Soon we will see the strong one survive,

Soon we will see the weak one die off,

Soon we will see our hard work all this while had been paid off,

Soon everything will be over..

Joker's Life

Joker right here,

Same sunlight,

Same sky,

Same air,

Different heart,

Different attitude,

Different thoughts,

Same road,

Different way to go through,

Same challenge,

Different approach.

but but.....

Yo this is how it goes

I got ma dream,

ma goal,

One chance,

One opportunity,

One shot,

No second chance, No Nothing,

Don't blow it,

Get it done like before,

Did it more than once,

Let good history repeat by itself.

Out.....peace y'll....

From Clown to JOKER

FROM,
Fade to black,
Spring to autumn,
Joy to tears,
Memories of nobody,
Is hurting me,
Is killing me from the inside out,
You said it best,
When you say nothing at all.....

The Clown is dead

No more, no nothing,
World without clown,

Is like flying without wings,

No laughter, no happiness,

Clown's job,

Making people smile,

Bringing happiness,

Cry at the end of the day,

Take everything in like nothing,

Peace.

I'm OUT

I can't breathe,

I'm tired of what I am right now;

No conciousness, No nothing,

Piece of junk,

Useless,

Something that people hates,

I don't mean to be like this,

This is not what I want,

I'm had given up myself to the blackhole,

No sense of direction,

No light, No nothing,

Compass has to be found,

And I found it,

I got my sense of direction back,

I gotta get myself back,

Then thats the time I'm outta here,

Back to some where I belong,

Breathe like I used to breathe.

I WISH

I wish the rainbow is always there like I want it to be,

I wish the sunshine can keep me going,

I wish the rain can wash away all the pain I have now,

I wish the lighting and thunder can give me strength to get through this,

I wish I have greater inner strength to go through this,

I wish time could be on our side,

I wish everything is easy,

I wish every single step I took is right,

I wish all my believes keep me going,

I wish everything to have a second chance,

I wish I can do something for you,

I wish I can be the pair of hands that do everything for you,

I wish I can be the pair of shoes that walk along with you through the journey of life,

I wish I can be the pair of eyes that see the sunrise and sunset with you,

I wish I can be the pair of ears that listen to each and every word you say,

I wish I can be the cells that protect you from every harm,

I wish I can be the heart that know everything about you,

I wish I have the power to keep you smiling.

All I wish is just to see you smile.