Hardest day ever....

One simple word to describe everything, T-I-R-E-D. I think I have nothing left. I feel like I wanna sleep but I can't, it seems like there is something left undone. Man, I gotta catch some sleep now. Thanks you guys for all the support you have for me. Thanks. I appreciate it.

Learn to LOVE but not to HATE

Man..i never know soldering is that hard till now.. It's not just about putting it together but have to go through everything, seriously everything. I'm with ma buddy was doing the thing over and over for 2 days straight. We kinda got fed up since we are different groups we kinda like trying to solve our own problems. Just then, our tutor and a super senior came. He basically brighten ma day. One thing I learnt from him is learn to LOVE but not to HATE. When you hate, you are actually trying to run away from what you chose to do. I had made up ma mind to take E&E, so why not just LOVE it. Colin..seriously thank you man..i appreciate everything u did for me. U guys out there, Colin is someone you can really depend on. If is not because of this buddy man for this semester, i don't know where am I now. GOD BLESS you all.

Hate every single bit of it....

Why it have to be like this? I never thought this would happen, it seems like my biggest fear has finally comes and settle down right in the middle of my path; blocking my way. What I should I do next? It's not about me who is lack of logical thinking is you. Yea you. I seriously hate you. HATE YOU....You took everything from me. My life is suppose to complete, because of you now everything seems so dark which you could never see justice. I always thought that I'm the strongest survivor but now I can't even pull myself together. What is wrong with you? Can't you stop doing what you did best which is killing people from the inside out? Get out of my life...plz...

It's TIME

From tomorrow onwards, everything will change. I need to change not physically but mentally, all this while I have been thinking things will go smoothly and peacefully but I guess I'm wrong. Nothing comes easy and the consequences are around the corner. From tomorrow onwards, I have to make this work for me and for the sake of everyone living close to me. I'm gonna do whatever I can in order to achieve the goal that I set long time ago. No matter what it takes, I'm gonna do it because one thing I know I got a whole family supporting me and backing me up all the times. This is my commitments to you all. Is either time to shine or time to vanish? My choice is TIME to shine.

A NEW BEGINNING

Ma blog got a new look so a brand new look, with brand new start and brand new hopes....n all credit goes to this specific person...someone who is special to me...someone who made ma day...someone who meant a lot to me...Thanks...I really really appreciate it...if there is anything I can just let me know...THANKS...