Hate every single bit of it....

Why it have to be like this? I never thought this would happen, it seems like my biggest fear has finally comes and settle down right in the middle of my path; blocking my way. What I should I do next? It's not about me who is lack of logical thinking is you. Yea you. I seriously hate you. HATE YOU....You took everything from me. My life is suppose to complete, because of you now everything seems so dark which you could never see justice. I always thought that I'm the strongest survivor but now I can't even pull myself together. What is wrong with you? Can't you stop doing what you did best which is killing people from the inside out? Get out of my life...plz...